‘Miracle’ rainbow baby Anais born at 23 weeks is now a happy, healthy five year old

After losing two babies to stillbirth and neonatal death, Jackie Knowles feared the worst when Anais was born at 23 weeks. She is now five years old.


November 2016

Experiencing the heartbreak of stillbirth or neonatal death often means later pregnancies are an understandably anxious experience.

Tommy’s supporter Jennifer remained concerned throughout her pregnancy after previously having a stillborn baby boy.

‘There was no let up at any point. I was worried about every little thing, not sleeping at night. Any slight twinge, I felt made me wonder, “Is this normal? Should this be happening?”’

You can hear Jennifer’s story here

Jackie Knowles had her share of heartbreak before becoming pregnant with her fifth child, Anais.

In 2003, Jackie and her husband Gene lost their son, Jude Blue, two days after he was born. Later, their daughter, Indiana, was born sleeping.

‘Losing two children was horrendous. It's the worst thing in the world that you can go through as a parent and I wouldn't wish it on anyone.’

When Jackie’s waters broke at just 22 weeks she feared she would be saying goodbye to a baby for a third time.

Once in hospital, Jackie was told she had caught an infection and gone into labour. Just six hours later she gave birth to baby girl Anais, weighing just 1lb 5oz.

‘Because she was so small, there were real concerns that she was going to die, and that was something that I tried my best to deal with.’

The days after having a premature baby can be extremely stressful, particularly if your baby isn’t very well.

You can read our information about those first few days with your premature baby here

Anais spent the first four months of her life in an incubator which can be extremely difficult for parents. Jackie and Gene dedicated their time to travelling to and from hospital to see her.

‘I was determined to see her, so I would drive to the hospital every day and spend hours with her making sure she was OK. You just go into your own bubble and you become so focused on how your baby is doing all the time. My children dealt with the situation quite well, whilst Gene, who wears his heart on his sleeve, found it a lot to cope with. I am not great at asking questions, but he asked the doctors everything, and he was just so brilliant the entire time.’

Anais was finally ready to come home on oxygen. 

She has cerebral palsy which affects her legs and also has problems with her eyesight. Despite this, Jackie says she is a happy and healthy five-year-old girl who is currently attending a specialist school.

‘She was such a fierce little girl to make it through and it truly is a miracle that she is here.’

If you have given birth prematurely and need a little extra support you can read all of our information about prematurity here.

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