My lost love

I never wanted anything more then I wanted my baby.

Story of Miscourage

Heartbreaking stories. Devastating stories. The miscarriage story needs to change. That's why we've created Tommy's book of #misCOURAGE. Read this story now and help spread the word that miscarriage can no longer be ignored. Help us change the story to save babies' lives.


Story of #miscourage by Hayley

The doctors told me I would need a specialist to get pregnant given that my periods were so off.

I had a 7 cm cyst on my ovary.

I found out i was pregnant October 19 2017.

I was so scared but so happy. 

Everyday brought me closer to meeting the love of my life. But November the 30th turned into a nightmare when I went in for my 9 week ultrasound. 

I was so excited to see my baby for the first time, but then the screen came on and I felt sick. The baby wasn't moving.

The technician went to get the radiologist he looked and my heart sunk. He said i'm sorry but I don't see a heartbeat.

Just like that, all my hopes and dreams of my baby are just taken away. My baby had died Tuesday November 28th. 

My heart is broken.. I had him last at 11PM December 5th. I feel so angry and hurt how can this happen...why me... all that could of been was just ripped away its the hardest thing I ever had to do. 

He was so small and beautiful how can such a precious thing just be gone. I never wanted anything more then I wanted my baby.

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