After my first pregnancy ended in pain instead of happiness I was heartbroken when my daughter died through giving birth my whole world fall in to darkness.
Second pregnancy was worrying and I lost the baby due stress.
I can't have any more children and will always remember the pain but I can't describe how much it hurts.
It got easier with time but I will never get over the loss.
I talk to my friends if they ask me but it is hard for them to understand how I feel.
My friend lost her baby while ago, her sister asked me if it gets easier and if I can get over it, my answer is no I can't and I never will but I learn how to live with it
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