#misCOURAGE story, 05/07/2017, by Anonymous
I have had 4 miscarriages.
My last one was late in the pregnancy where I almost died due to complications.
Identical twin boys. 6 years on and knowing I won't have children is a sadness that I keep to myself. You learn to move on.
You never begrudge the blessing of others having children, but it hurts. I learnt after a while not to talk about how I feel, people even with the best of intentions forget. It is nice having the opportunity to say something, I rarely talk about it now but they were my heart.
I'm not strong but you do survive.
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